Woa. I figured out how to automatically post this to Facebook once I write it. How cool.
Did I say I was quitting today?
Yea… About that…
I woke up this morning. Put my ugg boots on and Made a coffee, noticed I had no smokes and went to the shop and got some.
In my defence, I am a dickhead, so yea..
I can’t justify it at all.
It’s the whole “two of me living in one body” thing.
There’s the guy who wants to quit smoking and be healthy and positive and chase butterfly’s and shit
And there’s the guy who wants to chain smoke ten in a row and kick the lady who is holding up the line by trying to put $500 worth of shopping through the self serve checkout.
They are just constantly swaying back and forth. It’s annoying as hell.
It was cigarette delivery day apparently. Behind the smoke counter there were hundreds of packs littering the floor.
I looked at them and felt sick. I assumed it was a weeks worth of smokes. Could have been wrong, doesn’t matter. I thought about how that right there, is the amount that people in just this area, who choose to come to this store, smoke in a week. Thousands and thousands of dollars worth of disease and suffering, just sitting in a pile on the floor in front of me. These company’s make a killing from killing people. Bunch of assclowns.
I pictured myself going to the servo next door and getting some petrol, then returning and dousing them. Then I would flick a match and walk away in slow motion whilst “the final count down” plays in the background (I had trouble thinking of a cliche victory song. That kinda works I think)
But I don’t think I would fare well in prison.
Evil! And They have their hooks in me.
I’ll try again tomorrow. I start night shift so there in generally less stress. Unless ofcourse a trauma or something comes in, and then there is heaps of stress, but then I have no one to bludge off anyway.
I haven’t tried this one yet. Let’s see how it goes eh.
Also as of today I started trying to actively connect with other bloggers. Up until now it’s mostly been just for me and friends and family. But everyone seems to like reading it. So why the fuck not.
I don’t know how to go about this though. So I’ve just been searching things like “blog connect” and “WordPress help” or ” I need friends” and then commenting on whatever pops up.
I don’t know if that’s weird. Like, I imagine people checking their blog and thinking “who the fucks this tripper commenting on my shit”
But ima do it anyway.
So far I’ve already “met” four or five people, who have given me tips and what not. So it all seems pretty friendly.
Anyway, if you guys wana share this on your Facebook or whatever. It would be way cool of you. If you don’t, then that’s cool too. I still like you.
I wana see if I can actually make this a thing that I do that people like 🙂