So I’ve decided to end this blog now. It’s been fun, and it is great to read back and see the ups and downs of the whole experience, but I feel like the worst is over now. I don’t know what the fuck I’m meant to write about if I’m not losing my mind. It’s just not that interesting when things are easy. Nobody wants to read about how good everything is going, including myself. That’s boring as hell. If I wanted to do that I could just jump on Facebook. Nobody writes books about the guy who has a mediocre job but sucks it up, goes home and enjoys just being a sloth. It’s not interesting. Maybe that’s more shit I need to work on changing once I’m completely done with the smoking, but not today, or tomorrow, or this weekend..
I have my lozenges and my Vape now. I still think of smoking most of the time, but I don’t get to the point where I feel like I’m going to lose it.
im levelling out, and that is awesome, but now I have nothing to write about.
it’s been a pleasure keeping you all entertained, and thanks for all the support 🙂
im off to join the non smoking community. I Need to start practicing my exaggerated cough for whenever I see someone smoking near me..